Hi, hello, how are you
Greetings stranger
Reply to my hi
Please acknowledge my existence
Say hello
how are you too
Instead
You see through me
Like i dont exist
Ignored repeatedly
Rejected
Neglected
Left on the curb
Forgotten
Abandoned
Strived to be all i could be
Anything to make you proud of me
Instead you still dont see me
Black sheep
Runt
Cunnn'''t do anything right
Left behind
Dark skies
Emphasise
Feelings inside
Outsider
Disposed
Exposed
to things
you wouldnt believe
no wonder
you dont want to see me
Visions of a fucked up human being
A reflection similar to your own
where was a hug when i needed one
Instead cursed out
Beat for no reason
Tough love upbringing
How dare me
for
living
walking
Being a female in this world
"its your own fault for going out'
and
"Get over it"
Some of your best worst lyrics
If you actually tried to know me
youd of already knew
Im broken too
The struggle is real
deep
Thanks for always blaming me
Does that mean
All them other years
You didnt look after me?
Responsible?
justar
Ignore that convo
Cos i was expected to deal with it all
Tormented soul
A child in this fucked up world
Invisible
once again
Ive never blamed you you see
Still tried to reach out to you
repeatedly
Denied once again
Stranger in the street
You gave birth to me
But you still cant see me
Thanks mummy
For always never being
Not one thought giving
Cant even push the green button
Clearly forgot my digits
Thats how much i dont mean
Blame me for being me
A female
After all
You never wanted a girl
SO your hate for me
makes sense
Unwanted child
From birth
My fault
When will you see me mum
Maybe when My caskets
signed
sealed
and buried in the ground
Will you see me then ?
Maybe think of me?
or even Remember me?
6 ft under
would you even be care?9 =
Just like dad
youve disappeared
Got your wish
Strangers in the street
I treat strangers at the bus stop with more respect
see them as human beings
maybe you missed me
like i mean less than
Overload the donkey
when it suits the scene
Proper ass ...you clearly see
Redundant, now the job is complete
Yh im ok thanks ....for never checking on me
still poisoning with that toxic energy
you cant see
pushing us all apart
at least act like you care
step in for one minute
i could paint the world with gold and turn the clouds into chandeliers
youd still doubt it
remember my name
maybe my phone number once you dont need me anymore
Instead you always manage to make thing worse
Each time i think it cant get badder
you do it again
Even when im winning....i lose
i will never be good enough for you
used for bragging credits
when youve never once cared about what i did
constantly treating me less than
yes sir yes sir 3 bags full
ask me a question rather than tell me what you think you know
the last time i will ever have you
never ever again will i be there
maybe you knew it wasnt for you.... i just cared
something my gma instilled in me
must skip a generation
last time my bubbles will be burst
or energy depleted so unnecessarily
drain my personality
make me an angry person, constantly hearing evil words filled with venom
maybe if i deserved them
id feel differently
but you never even let me finish a sentence or ask me a question
just automatically look down and assume the worst of me
thanks ..for fake loving me when you needed it
now tell your friends
how i werent there for you
im meant to mean something ....apparently
not
you are suppose to love me
maybe show me you care
lucky i dont expect miracles
everyone continues to run circles around you
see how long that lasts wolf
heres to the next century of peace
despite the pure love i feel for you
theres no point
Lots of love
the one youve never seen
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