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I see you in everything i do 

Every object reminds me of you 

A simple sound brings back a memory 

I look left, you are still all i see

I turn right to avoid the memories

And remember the way you would turn your head

to look at me  

I close my eyes and you are still standing there 

How can i block out the good times 

the fun times, before it became fisticuffs 

And everything we were working towards

Was ruined, destroyed, turnt to dust 

My loyalty, my love was never enough 

I would have cradled the moon and the stars 

To still live in your heart 

Nothing can minimalise the pain 

I've looked into the bottom of every glass

Searching, seeking, wanting to be loved

Laying down with different men 

wanting to be wanted again

But theyll never replace the space

Hoping to tame the heartache 

But the pain remains the same

And the memories wont go away 

I need to live without your face 

tainting each day

warped memories clouded reality

and all the fuckeries

 combination of fantasises

and mislead dreams

when i should remember 

the reality of how we came to not be

unrealistic images

haunt me

brainwash what really was

until you did what men do 

and manipulated the situation 

to suit you

of course im wrong for being real

cos stereotypes 

clearly dont stem from truth

just like the rotten fruit 

named after you

destroyed by your touch 

was it fake stuff or real love